(119: Burrowing into the sand. RMNP, Co. Photo © 2009 by Robin)
Have you ever been in a situation where you just can’t stand to be there anymore? Perhaps it was a roller coaster ride or some bad turbulence on an airplane or an illness of some kind.
I’ve had a few of those moments today. A near panic attack on the way to the funeral home this morning. And then again tonight, after all was quiet and we were settling in at the hotel. A fleeting thought: I can’t stand this anymore. I just… can’t.
I want to write about it all, but can’t do it now. Perhaps when I get home. Perhaps when I start adjusting to this new world even though right now I’m not sure I’ll ever get used to it.
I miss my mother.